Kiss The Fiddler

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Sunday, October 2, 2011

Just Holding On

The last month has gone so fast that it makes me dizzy. I haven't had time to really think about everything that's happened or process it or feel it. I think that today was Sunday. Yes, it must have been Sunday. I went to church. What I did yesterday? I have no idea. It musta been something because I woke exhausted. I wake exhausted every day. Every morning, the first thing I do is make coffee and look at the calendar to see when we have to be where.

This coming week, I am supposed to help teach a Child Passenger Safety class. I will be graded on it. I am not ready. I really wish that I could reschedule.

I am in so far over my head right now that I really feel I might drown. I need more time, more brains and more energy. We are flat broke. Scraping deeper every month. The stress just piles up. We face one thing, deal with it and don't get a chance to catch our breath before the next thing hits us. I don't know how much longer this can go on.



Larkin Kavanaugh said...

i know this feeling! take a minute to put your feet on the ground or in the water or what ever it is that works to make you ok. i have to do this too. especially right now. i go look at the wave poster in the boys room and pretend it helps

daye said...

Oh no!
I hope you did well on your exam, I'm sure you made a better score than you think!

I'm hoping that once Luken gets a more regular schedule and a stable school that the stress levels will decrease for you. I hope so.